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I'm not a scary person but since i was little the spiders makes me crazy.

It's not so serious like in the past(i cried to many times when i was a child), but i still have to call my mom or my dad to help me. I would call my big brother but i don't know if he is less scare than me or it is worst.
Right now i can deal with the little one, but it has to be like 1 mm or probably 2 mm, if it's bigger  my heart started to speed up and i get really nervous even the pictures of spiders make me feel anxoius, that's why i will not put pictures. sorry not sorry</3

The other phobia i had but this is recently it's the cockroaches, i wasn't scared of them i think is because i never seen them like too close or continued like these days.
Almost EVERYTIME i went back to my home from a friend's house  (it's like 10 minutes of distance by walking) and i have to include that is always late like probably 1 or 2 am and you can't see very well, i have to go trhough a street that is full of cockroaches, i don't know why but is only a part of that street and i have seen like 2 or 3 in just one night. Alway freaked me out and makes me angry because i wasn't scared of them before.

thank you for reading my sad story